Celebrating the holidays when LGBTQ+ comes with unique challenges. Are you nervous about spending time with your family? Do you fear the conversations that can come up? Discover 4 helpful tips for navigating the holidays with confidence, acceptance, and self-care.
For a lot of folks, autumn and winter begin seasons of holidays and celebrations. By the time this is published, likely some of these will have passed: Rosh Hashanah, Diwali, Samhain…
(Sorry y’all. Hopefully, this is helpful for folks in the years after it’s written too.) Regardless of identity, a lot of folks dread obligate interactions with family or faith traditions that we’ve grown up with. For LGBTQ+ folks, the holidays can take on an added dimension of dread and stress that impacts mental health.
With that said there are some, hopefully, important tips I’d like to provide for folks who have to engage with non-affirming spaces and people during holidays.
First, though, let’s address the elephant in the room.
Going Home for the Holidays when LGBTQ+
Over the years a lot of queer folks have processed complex feelings of guilt around not wanting to return home, and I am asked some form of what I call The Holiday Question:
Is it bad that I don’t want to go home? To celebrate X holiday?
Sometimes they’ve been surprised by my uncharacteristically direct answer:
No. It’s not bad. You’re not bad. You owe nothing to people or traditions that hurt you.
That being said, it’s often not that simple. Perhaps there’s a favorite aunt or sibling you want to see. Maybe you’re a student and staying in your residence hall is not an option during longer breaks. Perhaps the stigma of spending a holiday alone feels unbearable. Whatever your situation, I hope the following tips are helpful.
4 Tips to Get Through the Holidays when LGBTQ+
1. Don’t lose contact with affirming people and spaces
It can be easy to feel like you’re bothering your friends and allies during the holidays, but it’s good to talk with them beforehand about continuing to stay in touch.
Is your therapist available for an appointment during the holidays? It never hurts to ask. If they’re not, I recommend keeping at least one of these on your phone:
- The Trevor Project Lifeline: 1-866-488-7386 and website: thetrevorproject.org
- Crisis Text Line: Text “HELLO” to 741-741
- Trans Lifeline: 877-565-8860
2. Have your cope ahead plan ready
When I worked in university counseling centers, this was a routine part of my work during the late fall semester. Before you visit home make a list of books, movies, shows, or podcasts that you can “escape” into if need be.
This can be harder to do than you think once you’re there and things aren’t feeling great. Have your list ready to go at least a week before you head out. I encourage folks not to populate this list with random or aspirational reads (By all means, tackle Carl Jung’s Liber Novus in its original German if you’d like…. but I strongly recommend some backups.)
Consider what sorts of media leave you feeling “held”, reassured, amused, or engaged. It’s likely your imagination was the companion that kept you company all the holidays before. And it is still one of your greatest tools.
If you don’t have an e-reader and can’t afford to buy books, but have a phone I’d recommend the Libby App!
3. Limit time to the best of your ability
Moving towards the holidays consider how you might set a time-limited framework with family.
Do you need to be back early for a club meeting? Is there a work deadline that you need to meet? While I’m not encouraging duplicity, I think it’s more than okay if you need to ensure you have such a deadline beforehand.
4. Subtle and strong gender affirmations
Trans, non-binary, and gender queer folks have an added layer to consider if they’re not able to present congruently in front of family. Being deadnamed and misgendered is distressing at the best of times, but can be even more so in familial environments.
If you’re in a position where it’s not safe to be yourself, consider subtle and strong gender affirmations.
What this looks like can take many forms:
- Even if your outer layers of clothing can’t be congruent, can your underlayer of clothing be so?
- Affirm yourself mentally and deliberately, even if you can’t do so out loud.
- (Temporarily) Adopt a different framework and take them off the pedestal: Your family and religious leaders don’t define your reality or worth. I promise. Can you find a way to find amusement or even pity for the people who make under-informed comments? After all, how might you feel towards someone who can’t seem to remember someone’s name or appreciate the wonderful expanse that is gender? You never need to condone microaggressions, but it can be an act of self-care and preservation to change your relationship with them for a while.
Y’all, I meant to talk even more about reclaiming holidays as LGBTQ+ in the event that you choose not to engage with old places and traditions, but I risk this turning into a book. If this is an area that you’re needing more support around, I strongly encourage you to reach out to a provider leading up to the holidays.
In the meantime, just know that you are already good and already whole.
We see you. Happy Holidays.
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Have you been experiencing anxiety about going home for the holidays? As an LGBTQ+, do you fear you can’t be yourself around your family? Are you concerned that spending time with them will bring on negative emotions?
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